31 8 / 2013

When routine bites hard and ambitions are low…

31 8 / 2013

Today I woke up tired of my mediocre life. Decided to change, I spent the day doing the same old things, but the night, discovering all kind of new stuff. 3 movies and a killing headache… totally worth it.

I’m going to sleep knowing that a new life is ahead of me, no one will stop me this time. Next year will be a better year. I’m happy today <3

18 7 / 2013

I feel like I’m not doing anything meaningful with my life. I didn’t find my passion yet. Actually I did, but some people expect that I postpone my urges. So sad to have so many obstacles in the middle. 

I’m naturally a quitter. I’m so scared of committing to something and disappoint someone after. I know i have to try things out, but I feel obligated to decide right away and stick with it. 

In my mind, I’m getting old. Day after day we see those really young people doing so much and I feel kind of stupid. I could’ve done so much with my life. 

Infelizmente não consigo cumprir minhas metas, realizar meus sonhos. Sempre tem algo impedindo. Se não é dinheiro é aprovação, tempo ou coragem. As vezes acho que meu inconsciente me sabota. Acontece, né?

Vejo meus amigos e pessoas próximas fazendo tantas coisas e me sinto meio presa numa realidade meio infeliz. Eu quero conquistar vários objetivos, mas nenhum sai do papel. Quero aprender várias línguas (inglês inclusive, haha), quero viajar e conhecer gente e fazer coisas diferentes e ser mais saudável… Mas as coisas parecem não se encaixar. 

Quero começar logo a faculdade, mas pra fazer um curso que eu sei que não é exatamente o que eu quero. Tudo anda meio fora do lugar, muito futuro e pouco presente. Quero fazer as coisas agora! Mas cadê as condições? 

Dizem por aí que eu tenho, mas não vejo muitas a disposição. Meu pensamento voa por aí a procura de soluções, mas tudo me leva ao mesmo lugar. Tô sempre dependendo de algo, sempre presa. Mas acredito que eu mesma crio meus obstáculos.

Sou vaga, eu sei. Mas isso tudo é um desabafo pessoal.

15 5 / 2013

At the São Paulo subway. Trianon-Masp station :)

At the São Paulo subway. Trianon-Masp station :)

15 5 / 2013

Those were during the Two door cinema club concert. One of my favorite bands. Funny story: When I got to São Paulo I realised that I had forgotten my ticket to the show at home! And it is almost a two hour flight from my town! My boyfriend had to send it through a friend of mine. I almost died of a heart attack before that. Seriously.

15 5 / 2013

During the QOTSA concert. Freaking amazing.

During the QOTSA concert. Freaking amazing.

15 5 / 2013

My friends and I at the Jockey Club during the first day of the festival!

15 5 / 2013

A book machine down the São Paulo subway! "How much do you think it worth?".

A book machine down the São Paulo subway! "How much do you think it worth?".

15 5 / 2013

I went to São Paulo last month to the lollapalooza brazil. I went with my Diana and I have some beautiful shots to share. It was a 4 days trip, so I didn’t have that much time to walk around. I used the Fujifilm color 200 ISO on the first 2 days and the Lomography Earl Grey 100 ISO after. The Lomography film was a total disappointment. Some photos were completely dark. But others were amazing. I’m about to publish them, so, enjoy! :)

10 5 / 2013

Brazil, Brasília
Overlapped (2010)
Diana Mini, Fujifilm 400 ISO

Brazil, Brasília

Overlapped (2010)


Diana Mini, Fujifilm 400 ISO

10 5 / 2013

Brazil, Recife
After the New year&#8217;s eve party (2010-2011)
Diana Mini, Fujifilm 200 ISO

Brazil, Recife

After the New year’s eve party (2010-2011)


Diana Mini, Fujifilm 200 ISO

10 5 / 2013

Brazil, Brasília
Prom night with Diego &lt;3 
Diana Mini, Fujifilm 200 ISO

Brazil, Brasília

Prom night with Diego <3 


Diana Mini, Fujifilm 200 ISO

10 5 / 2013

Brazil, Brasília


Diana Mini, Fuji Fujicolor 200 ISO

10 5 / 2013

Brazil, Brasília
Diana Mini, Fujicolor 200

Brazil, Brasília

Diana Mini, Fujicolor 200